I am your teacher
and his disciple
I am a famous teacher and I have many
students who respect me.
I come to class every morning at 10 am to teach the
students.
I left home this morning at 8 o'clock to meet a friend.
When I
left my friend's house, it was 9:30 am. I thought it would be better to go
straight to the mosque where I used to teach and wait for the students.
So I
rushed to the mosque and sat in a corner.
Meanwhile, in a corner. I saw a man
surrounded by five people and he was teaching them.
I realized at that moment
that he was a great teacher. When I looked at him, I saw that he was wearing
very simple clothes. And no more than 5 people were close to him.
My students
started coming. I thought I should start teaching. And I should get up and go to
the pulpit to start teaching.
But I was wondering about who were teaching in
the corner of the mosque?
Next day I hurried to the mosque and sat nearer to
him so that I could hear his voice better.
Yes! Guess right, he's a great
scholar, he was teaching very well, he doesn't know me, but he really is a great
teacher.
Now I am standing in between two pathways as I have come to know the
position of knowledge of this Sheikh. Believe me, my heart wants me to become
his disciple and learn from him.
On the other hand, I am a teacher of
thousands of pupils. Is it right to destroy my position and fame?
The devil
was telling me to try as much as possible not to recognized this Sheikh here. If
your students know their place of knowledge, then everyone will go to them, and
no one will respect you.
But I have not been deceived by the devil and I have
intended.
Do you know what I intend to do? Do you know what I want to do?
I have made a promise to myself that teaching and teaching is for the sake of
God, when a person can teach better than me, why should I be an obstacle? Why
should I worry about my position?
I have to wait a little while for all the
students to come. The whole mosque is full and I sit on the pulpit like every
day.
The students have opened their pens and books. Everyone is ready for me
to start teaching.
This is a very important moment. I am at a crossroads in
this moment of my life.
O God, help me to overcome my ego and inside evil!
Help me to overcome this lust for this position.
I turned to everyone and
said: My disciples! Today I want to say something important to you. Pay
attention! All the students were staring at me. I said to them:
Just look
there, the old sheikh sit in corner of the mosque.
All eyes were on him. I
continued my talk. He is your real teacher. I myself would like to be his
disciple. We should all go to him so that to attain his discipleship.
I got
up from the pulpit and went to them with all the disciples.
At my insistence,
he appeared on the pulpit and started teaching. Everyone became convinced that
the teacher they were looking for are the Sheikh.
Oh yes, do you know who
this anonymous Sheikh is?
Would you like to know?
This is Sheikh Ansari
who had recently visited Najaf. No one knew him.But through this process,
teacher gradually became famous and after that he emerged as the leader of the
Shia world.
Whenever I remember this incident, I am proud and thankful that
Allah helped me on this occasion that I was able to overcome the evil.
I know
you want me to introduce myself.
I am Syed Hussain Kohkamrahi
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What a large group prays
behind me.
I live in Mashhad. I found out that
Hajj Sheikh Abbas Qummi, the author
of Mufatih Al-Jannan, has come to Mashhad.
Considering that there are one or
two days left until the beginning of the month of Ramadan, I went with a group
of friends and requested him to be a prayer leader
during holy month at
Gohar Shad Mosque which is located in the courtyard of Imam Reza.
At our
insistence, he accepted the offer. A few days passed and the month of Ramadan
began. Congregational prayers were held under his leadership.
The number of
people in congregational prayers were increasing day by day, people were
spreading the news of his Imamate to each other. Therefore, the congregation was
increasing day by day.
I myself was very happy that people were gaining the
virtue of congregational prayers.
Until the tenth of Ramadan arrived. Hajj
Sheikh Abbas Qumi came half an hour before the call to prayer. He sat in the
mihrab and engaged in recitation of the Qur'an.
Adhan was given and Zuhr
prayers were offered. After Zuhr prayers, he called me.
When I approached, he
said: I cannot continue to be prayer leader from Asr prayers today.
Then he
got up from his seat and left for home. I went to his house after prayers. He
looked at me and said: I will not come to offer congregational prayers anymore.
I was very shocked and asked him the reason. He said: Actually today when I was
in the fourth rak'ah (of Zuhr) I heard a request call to wait ( Ya Allah ) as
the voice was coming from far away . I realized that a very large number of
people were praying behind me. Suddenly I was feeling happy to see how many
people were praying behind me.
A person who is happy to lead a large
congregation is not qualified to lead the congregational prayers.
I had no
answer to that. In fact, he was a great example of piety and sincerity.
Yes!
The moment he realized that his congregational prayers were not for God, he did
not continue the work. And he also knew that only sincerity is the reason for
the acceptance of deeds, and without sincerity in any your work nothing will
acceptable by God.
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You know how difficult it is to write a book, you often
have to wake up from night to morning and then go on to make sentences and write
a book to be useful to the people.
I wrote the book Manazil-e-Akhirat
with great effort. I wrote the details of the journey to the grave in
this book and I wanted people to be familiar with their journey to the
Hereafter.
Thank God my book was printed and reached the hands of the people.
My father, who loved me very much, used to go to Bibi Masooma's Haram for
congregational prayers during the day and after the prayers he would sit in the
Haram Majlis and use to listen the speaker's speech.
One day my father come
to see me
I got up from my seat in my room to open the door of the house.
I was very happy, what to hide from you that when my father came to my house it
meant that he would have something important to do with me.
I hurriedly
collected the book that was lying in my room and got some tea and sat on my
knees in front of my father. I was waiting for my father to start talking. But
let me tell you that my father could not read or write.
My father looked at
me and said Abbas! Today at Haram Bibi Masooma a speaker was reciting Majlis on
the pulpit. He had a book in his hand and was praising this book very much. You
were not there. What a wonderful hadith was written in this book. I wish my son!
You also used to sit on the pulpit and recite hadith to the people. How long
will you be in isolation in this house?
I bowed my head. I thought a few
times to say that Father! The book that was being read to the people from the
pulpit is written by me . But I saw that it would be hypocritical. I have
written this book for the sake of God and not for the sake of pride in front of
my father.
I turned to my father and said:
Dear Father! This work can be
done with the help of God. Pray that God will help me to do this work better.
My father prayed for me, and this was the prayer that led me to God to give me
the ability to write a book like Mufatih al-Jannan, which is the adornment of
every home today. I am Sheikh Abbas Qumi writer of Mufateeh Al
Jinnan.
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Oh my God How can I get rid of this ambition?
You know Mirza
Shirazi. He is the one who gave the fatwa that Tobacco is forbidden. He was my
teacher. Whatever all I am is because of his teachings. I have learned a lot
from him for a long time What a blessing.
My teacher had been suffering from
a serious illness for some time. It was realizing that the last days of his life
were approaching.
Everyone was worried, I was praying for their recovery like
other students.
One day I was informed that the teacher had passed away.
The city of Najaf was covered in black. Everyone mourned for a man who was a
source of pride for the Islamic world.
The night I returned home, I felt
happy in my heart.
But why ? My teacher Mirza Shirazi has passed away and I
am happy.
I thought a lot about what happened, where was my fault. I thought
for hours, finally understood where my fault was.
Yes, Mirza Shirazi the
Leader of Islam has passed away and on the other hand people know me as his best
and most capable disciple. And soon these people will come to me and choose me
as their leader.
And I am happy to be their leader and authority.
This is
a danger. I studied for a long time and worked hard to please God. I studied for
the sake of God and became a mujtahid.
But I see that the love of position
has been born in my heart. I am happy to be introduced as the Leader of Islam
tomorrow. This is a warning in itself.
I must think! What can I do?
Will I
be able to cope with this situation?
Got it, I should take refuge in the
shrine of Hazrat Ali
Where are you going in the middle of the night
I am
going to the shrine of Hazrat Ali to ask him for help. Will you go with me?
I
enter the Haram and go straight to the shrine and engage in mourning Help me! my
Master I have sought refuge in You. I am afraid. It is as if I am beginning to
like this position
I stay in the Haram till morning and finally take care of
my needs.
When morning came and people came to me to choose me as their
leader, I told them that I was not qualified for this position. Find someone
else who is better than me.
Yes, I easily passed from this stage and
succeeded in the divine test.
Would like to know my name,
I am Syed Mohammad Fisharki.
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